Wednesday, March 17, 2010

.:my immortal:.

title of the song : my immortal
the singer : evanescence

this song is credited or dedicated or what ever, to my ONLY sister I own in this world....


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase


I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along


Tuesday, March 16, 2010

maher zain :)(:

maher zain

all of his songs bley dikatakan best...
best here means,
touching and
menyedarkan diri yg begitu alpa dan lalai
drpd mengingati-Nya

thank You Allah

O Allah, I raise my hand, I thank You for every breath I take
for every sign You put in my way.
I wanna thank You for all the things that You've done
though I am far far away from You

sometimes, kte tak sedar en yg sbnrnye
we are walking away from Him
wlupun Dia byk bg nikmat kt kte...
aku pun tak nafikan..
kan kan kan?

alhamdulillah sepanjang aku hidup
aku boleh la dikatakan TAK lagi berduka cita yg teruk
towards my academic

time tadika dulu, aku cukup famous
memandangkan aku nih seorg yg aktif
seorg yg rapat ngn ckgu2
seorg yg cemerlang dlm akademik

time primary school
same jugak..
wlupun tak hebat mn, but still in top 10...


and I am in a boarding schools
byk sgt kelebihan

boleh dikatakan every exams
aku takdelah work hard or smart mn pun
aku tdo je kt kelas tuh
jauh sekali utk khusyuk
MELAINKAN klu ad mslh br nk khusyuk
br nk doa lame2
nk sujud lame2
br nk ingat ALLAH

I believe everyone in this world akan lalui benda yg same..
klu tak tuh, alhamdulillah la en... :)(:
He did give us sign to make us come back to Him
tapi, kdg2 kte makin kalut..
kte makin jauh
kte makin salahkan takdir
kte TAK sedar yg sbnrnye Allah sengaja nk uji kte
sengaja jadikan kte bermasalah
sengaja kucar-kacirkan hidup
sbb Allah nk kte dekat dgn die...
Allah nk tegur kte...
He loves us... :)(: