Saturday, February 26, 2011

my word

Pengakuan Farhah Fakhira:

Dah nak masuk 5 tahun aku berkampung di Iskandar
dan sepanjang tahun tu la jua a lot of things happened..
somehow, I dont feel like staying in Iskandar -.-'
hustle and bustle kott kt situ..
makin lama makin tak suka stay in Iskandar
best pun, sbb ada sahabat-sahabat
seriously, esok, TAKnak balik sekolah
rasa macam nak blah macam tu je
and so, many people would give me thousands of reasons
to make me stay..
they dont really feel what I feel
and, we are different
what they felt is different with what I feel

yet, no matter what happens, I would stay =='
as in my parent would not ever give me the chance to quit from Iskandar

I need time, to be alone
to think properly, to calm myself
its about my life, my future
but, the school wont let me have that time to be alone
to think and blablablabla
study academics study academics
I become stressed out with that
got nothing to entertain myself with...
NOTHING

Indeed, I dont like to go to Iskandar
it does really stress me out
it tenses me up
I tried to pick up all of my determination
to be tough, to be strong.
but still, I dont like Iskandar

I need some times to calm myself

O rab, embrace me with Your blessings ):


de'vios mmg HEBAT!

from left: natasha, nazirah, amera, syahirah, farah, aneeqah and faten
*drum roll~ *
introducing you,  De'Vios team members! *tepuktangan~
ada gaya macam tokoh korporat tak? (tak) HAHA
mereka ni, bukan calang-calang orangnya
mereka ni dah ada syarikat sendiri kott wlupun baru berusia 17 tahun~ *tepuktangan sekali lagi!
ceh, jakun la plak rase, HAHA XD

TAHNIAH la weyh~!
ANUGERAH KHAS JURI

fawa kate, sbb kecomelan mereka
maka dapatlah anugerah nih, LOL

wlupun, dgn aku aku sekali pun tak paham apa yg tersirat,
korg tetap hebat! (:

0711 mmg hebat!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

SORRY :(



will you listen to my story
it'll just be a minute
how can I explain?
whatever happened here, never meant to hurt you
How can I cause you so much pain

when I say I'm sorry
will you believe me
listen to my story
say you wont leave me
when I say I'm sorry
can you forgive me
when I say I will always be there
will you believe in me?
 
all the words that I come up with
they're like gasoline on flames
there's no excuses, no explanation
believe me, if I could undo what I did wrong
I'd give away all that I own

when I say I will always be there,
will you believe in me?



Saturday, February 5, 2011

kawan itu



Nasihat imam syafie yang sampai sekarang aku pegang (:


Aku mencintai sahabat-sahabatku dengan segenap jiwa ragaku
seakan-akan aku mencintai sanak saudaraku
Sahabat yang baik adalah yang seiring sejalan denganku
dan menjaga nama baikku ketika aku hidup
ataupun setelah aku mati
Aku selalu berharap mendapatkan sahabat sejati
yang tak luntur baik dalam keadaan suka ataupun duka
Jika itu aku dapatkan, aku berjanji akan selalu setia padanya.
Ku hulurkan tangan kepada sahabat-sahabatku untuk berkenalan
kerana aku akan merasa senang
Semakin aku banyak perolehi sahabat
aku semakin percaya diri

To these people;

SUHA (:
thanks la weyh
best ouh borak dgn kau!
nanti borak lagi tau!
hmm, sape yg neglect kau uw seriously macam bangang ah
I trust you kott (:
"Life's never perfect...but having youmakes my life a step closer to perfection."
and may Allah ease ur way lah kawan!

TSAM (:
backbone aku kott dia nih
tanpa dia dah lame dah aku baran dgn seseorang nih, HAHA
gila supportive lah kau! *terharu ouh!
thanks for the quote..
" a friend should be able to sit beside you
and encourage you to keep your chin up
when everyone else is against you"
akan merindui lawak lawak kau yg
sumpah buat aku ketawa smpi pecah perut XD *likelikelike
For what apa yg kita bersama experienced,
sama-samalah kta be tough!
email email lah kta ye~
may Allah always be with you

Thursday, February 3, 2011

atiq:)


COMELkan? HAHA XD

NOOR ATIQAH (:
Dia nih, vice captain green house ouh!
Hmm, rindulah nak makan di dining hall together, LOL -.-
Haih, melampau ouh kau ngade-ngade nak balik lambat!
Alasan? Banjir~ HAHA
5 tahun kott kita bersahabat :D
So, memang banyak memories with kau!
Paling tak boleh lupa is, ASHABUL KAHFI

Weyh, cuti tiga hari nanti, aku nak balik la rumah kau! *keningkening

I hope, this friendship would last forever
and, may Allah embrace us with His blessing (:

I LOVE YOU LAH KAWAN :D
KAMI BUKAN LESBO, TAPI KAMI HANYALAH SAHABAT BAIK!



One day


I may not be the most important person in your life,
but I hope one day, if you hear my name,
you will smile and say,
"That's my friend".

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

dear friend





"Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar, dalam diam kita selalu menyakiti hati orang lain"

Dear Friend,

You are a very good friend to me. Yes, indeed I appreciate every single thing that you did to me. Jazakallah. You know, I could still remember the first moment we get to know each other and it is still vivid in my memory. How happy I am to be a friend of yours. Alhamdulillah. You bring the joy in my life. I just love the way you are; your words. Your words manage to comfort me. That is great, as not everyone succeeds in comforting me. And somehow, you are very meaningful to me; parcel of my life.

But, to be honest here, at times you put me down. I feel that, you only talk to me when you are in trouble or when there is nobody there for you. But then, when I am not needed, you will just ignore me, act like I was never exist! O rab, this is truly needs a lot of patience. But when I need you, you will always have something to do. I know that you are the very busy person in the world, but at least, could you just sacrifice or spend a little of your time and listen to me? Did I ask too much from you? Did I? 

You know, when you said to me, "You're kinda ignoring me". O Rab, that hurts. Do you ever think that  I really wanna so bad to say those words to you? Hmmm, I'm stucked. I fail to understand you at the very moment. Tell me what should I do now?

I'm just a weak slave of His and always do mistakes. I'm sorry, indeed, most sorry.

sincerely; farhahfakhira

O mankind



49:13

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted.