welcome to my life

this is me :(

here it goes...

My life

turns to 360 degree

and becomes topsy-turvy.

STRAIGHT A+ IS OURS!

To be truth I tell you,

I dont like ISKANDAR.

I dont feel like staying here anymore.

But I guess,

I have to give up for quitting this school.

This is my destiny;

perhaps it had already written in Loh Mahfuz by Him :)

Being redha is not that easy,

but once you succeed in redha with His will,

you will feel like you are FREE :D

Mom, Dad,

I will make you proud of me. :)

declaration :DDD

Hereby, I would declare that,

I am MARRIED!

HAHA XD

No no,

that is not the issue.

The issue is,

I dont pretty like SKEMA people -.-

-.-?

-.-

-.-'

-.-''

Well, almost all my text and messages

would have this kind of smiley.

and the people would ask me what is -.-?

while some asking me to stop making that smiley

Many people had asked me what is the symbolic

of these smilies?

-.-

HAHA

Er, I don't think I have the suitable and right word

to explain it.

SORRY.

But I guess,

it is just showing, err -.-'

See?

HAHA

TEHEEE :D

TSAM (ti-sem)

*kau kan rumah kuning :p

Siap bagi suku kata tu! HAHA XD

weh kau, thankslah semalam...

had a great moment with you!

after a looooong silence *looooong? -.-'

SORRYlah curi gambar nih. HAHA

gila kembang muka kau.

Tiba-tiba tergiang-ngiang kan suara DORAEMON *nobita nobita~

Weyh, thanks juga for the akuan berani mati

yang mengatakan kau sayang aku :DDD *keningkening

All the best in your life!

Good luck!

Er, apa lagi ek? -.-

Haa, gambatte kudasai!

I LOVE YOU TOO :DD

kami bukan pasangan sonsang -.-'

kami sahabat semata-mata:)

FACE IT

COPYING IS THE BEST WAY OF LEARNING XD

Yes it is!

I did it before :D

and guess,

it is one of the smartest way for memorizing.

HAHA

mended broken heart :DD

KAWAN :)

Thanks!

GIVING UP :D

At times, the easiest way to solve a problem is

to stop participating in the problem.

At times, the smartest choice is giving up.

Giving up just seems to be the most intelligent answer

in certain cases.

Giving up doenst mean weak.

It means that you are strong enough

to let something go

The more I stop trying to force things to happen,

the more they just seem to sort themselves out.

The more I let things happen,

the less time I spend trying to make them happen.

Giving up is really about honoring you feelings.

Trying to make things happen all the time creates a lot of unnecessary anxiety.

It's stressful trying to deny what is.

Most of these problems only exist within our mind.

They're not real physical problems;

they are simply imagined obstacles.

It is interesting ho I seem to have many problems,

so many dilemmas.

But most of the time, the answer to solve them is doing nothing; giving up.

So what do you think? :)

HAHA

Aku tau la sekolah kau is a well known SBP

Tak macam sekolah aku, biasa-biasa je.

Nak online pun, TAK boleh.

PC memang banyak kt sekolah tu.

Sekolah kau pun jadi pujaan ramai.

Ingat aku suka la sekolah kau?

Aku tau kau lawa.

Tapi, lawa lagi makcik kt pasar yg aku jumpa hari tu.
At least, dia tutup aurat.

Aku kenal kau baru aku tahu,

PAKAI TUDUNG PUN AD PART TIME ..

wah, kau dah ada kerja before SPM lagi.

Tahniah.

Aku kenal kau, baru aku belajar,

uhkwah tu ada limit.

Nak kenal saudara seagama pun ada limit.

Aku baru tau weyh.

Aku try tegur tegur kau

nak mesra la orang kata.

Aku start punyalah jaga adab,

tapi kau, peh, sedap ayat kau.

Thanks.

Takpelah, kenal kau banyak mengajar aku

tentang dunia nih.

Al-Ahzab [72] 

(Ingatlah) sesungguhnya tabiat kebanyakan manusia

adalah suka melakukan kezaliman dan suka pula

 membuat perkara-perkara yang tidak patut dikerjakan

the WALL

I miss the old we.

I am so wondering, why are you treating me like this?

Did I hurt you?

or did I go wrong?

You have changed.

You are totally different from the last time

you spent your time with me.

You refuse to say more to me.

It does disappoint me.

If you are insist to be like this.

you are just building a wall between us

and the distance between us will be further.

The wall is already existed.

I do wonder if you realize it or not...

Tarbiah diri :)

Hari ini, Allah nak duga aku.

Allah nak duga iman aku.

Allan nak duga kesabaran aku.

Inilah kata-kata yang sering dilafazkan tiap kali aku dihimpit masalah

yang aku cipta sendiri tu. -.-

Susah nak bersabar.

Bukan tahan sabar, tapi bersabar.

Tapi, aku yakin,

ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang terjadi :)

Mulk [2] Dialah yang telah mentakdirkan adanya mati

dan hidup (kamu) untuk menguji dan menzahirkan keadaan kamu

Al-Anfaal [66]  Dan (ingatlah) Allah beserta orang yang sabar.

Hair

”Wahai anakku Fatimah!

Adapun perempuan-perempuan yang akan digantung rambutny

 hingga mendidih otaknya dalam neraka adalah mereka itu di dunia

tidak mahu menutup rambutnya daripada dilihat oleh lelaki yang bukan mahramnya"

                                                                                                           (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim).

quote of the day

If someone says something mean to you,

just shrug it off

and dismiss it in an friendly, laid back manner

and pray that Allah shall forgive them.

When you get angry, remember Allah,

and how short and worthless life

is to waste in being angry/

FORGIVE, FORGET and SMILE.

ouh!

At this moment,

what's on my mind is:

one

I cant believe it is FRIDAY -.-

Why the holidays are so fast?

Tamau pulang ISKANDAR boleh?

two

homework ADDMATHS and PHYSICS terbengkalai *like -.-

haisho, hold for a sec.

Let me remember the time table.

Oh! Got no physics and addmaths on Monday! :)

It seems like I want to procrastinate my work *memang pun!

Tiba-tiba teringat satu kata-kata ni,

taajil lasuz zaman -.-

(bertangguh pencuri masa)

three

both of you.

siapakah? HAHA

adalah. XD

well, I miss the old moments we had.

but sorry, aku macam dah tawar hati.

Aku tak suka.

dan aku semakin blur dgn anda berdua. -.-

four

I hope for a better dewan makan!

LOL

:)(:

SMART PHYSICS WAS AWESOME!

*tapi, aku tdo jugak! HAHA -.-'

Somehow, I have to admit it,

the camp would be so not that awesome if,

the 11 people didnt show up :D

Tapi, malangnya, kamera aku macam bangang

the picture pun banyak blur T.T

haisyo.

I did enjoy the camp!

thou the curry puff is smaller than curry puff yg kt dining hall -.-

HAHA XD

a FACT

A picture tells us a thousand stories :)

I miss each one of you.

But, I dont miss ISKANDAR at all -.-

the climb

Dearie FRIEND :)
Thanks!

You give me the hope somehow.

and thanks for the understanding.

I ll try not to waste it.

I will.

muzakarah

HER! XD

AZREEN AZIRA my DEAREST SISTER:)

You look like a gangster -.-'

*Yes she is pun..

People, she maybe looks like a perempuan melayu terakhir.

But, she is so not! HAHA XD

kt rumah, dia macam singa tau? *black list utk calon isteri ;p

I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW!

5 important lessons

Found this in my sister's room :)

A pencil maker told his pencil 5 important lessons:

Everything you do will always leave a mark.

You can always correct your mistakes.

What is important is what is inside you.

In life, you will undergo a painful sharpening which make you a better pencil.

To be the best pencil you can and must allow yourself to be guided by the hand that holds you.

a verse of Holy Quran

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman itu bersaudara. 

Sebab itu damaikanlah (perbaikilah hubungan)

antara kedua saudaramu itu  dan takutlah terhadap Allah, 

supaya kamu mendapat rahmat." -[Al-Hujurat : 10]

the TEXT

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[Create message]

[Message]

[I guess this is one of His way to train me. Hmm]

[Sent]

I waited.

I waited for a reply.

No messages received...

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[Create message]

[Message]

[                 , hmm...]

[Sent]

The phone didnt beep

signalling there was no reply.

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[Create message]

[Message]

[                :)]

[Sent]

The phone doesnt beep.

T.T

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Oh, HAHA.

His ways:)

ALLAH CERTAINLY HAS  UNIQUE WAYS

TO SHOW HIS LOVE.

I HOPE I WILL NOT LOSE MY CHANCE (:

2 scenes of life

Scene 1:

We are besties, arent we?

It almost 4 years we have known each other.

I could remember the first moment we get to know each other.

It is still vivid in my memory.

It happened 4 years ago, but it seems like only happened yesterday.

I miss the old moments I had with you.

We share almost everything.

"You still have me; friends for life"

The tears and joy.

You were my crying shoulder,

and I was your crying shoulder.

Everything was fine until that day.

I hope I could just erase the memory of that day...

And now, I seem to be like nobody in your life.

You did ignore me, didnt you?

"What triggers you so much? Like seriously,

this can be settled. It is not that complicated after all."

I m sorry if I m the one who created this chaos.

For what I felt, you would never know.

I tried to tell you, but you seemed like never care and understand.

Its okay, I used to face this situation. :)

Thanks.

Scene 2:

You came into my life and brought the joy and happiness in my life.

Alhamdulillah.
It is only 4 months I guess since the first moment I knew you.

You are a good friend indeed.

You are my bestie too, arent you?

You helped me to pick up all the determination

to never give up the hope.

You make me feel like there is still

someone whom I can believe.

Seriously, you are kinda like a sort of some viruses

that spread happiness where ever you go.

We always have a stomach ache laugh. (:

You are my crying shoulder too.

"If you feel like wanna to cry, I always there for you.

You can cry on my shoulder. Thou I am not there in the reality,

but just imagine I am there; always by your side."

But now, it looks like you are walking away from me.

Where I went wrong..?

at last

Finally, I have the answer.

Right in this heart.

I asked Allah Al Mighty,

O rab guide me!

Both of you,

had taught me the meaning of life.

It did leave a scar in this heart.

But I guess, I have learnt my lesson in a hard way.

Thanks.

IGNORANCE?

-.-'

Silence

Silence.

Silence again.

Silence.

Silence again.

I am confused.

I am puzzled.

Did I make the right choice?

Let me think for a second

Oh! I remember!

It is about FRIENDS.

What do FRIENDS mean actually?

Is it wrong being natural to everybody?

Its hard.

Hard enough to decide.

Did I have to decide?

Yes, surely it does.

I need BOTH of you.

I do not need ONE of you.

Is it that hard to be frank with me?

It hurts.

 Most sorry.

and

shall I put a full stop or a comma?

PHYSICS:)

PHYSICS is FUN, kan? (:

060311

1200 am

study room

atas permintaan ramai, eh tak

atas permintaan NURUL FAIQAH NORDIN

aku pun sangguplah bersekang mata utk dia

mengajar physics di bilik prep, HAHA

tapi, tak sangka dapat sambutan hangat!

ceh, padahal 2 org je yang joined at the very last minute tu

they were, NURHUDA JAMRI and NURAMIERA HAMIZA

best weyh stay up malam tu!

tu la, siapa suruh khusyuk dan tawadhu' sgt during physics lesson~

I am not that good to teach these people, but I try my best

aku takdela hebat in physics weyh T.T

esok paginya, tak pasal-pasal aku mengantok yg tiada tahapnya

especially during morning school assembly

yg ada perasmian OSTEL tu! XD

thanks to NURUL FAIQAH and NURAMIERA HAMIZA

kerana anda telah menolong saya memotong kuku tangan saya

terharu weyh~ (:

nak stay up bersama lagi weyh!

tapi, bukan pada malam persekolahan laaaa

klu tak, haisyo, aku dok khusyuk dan tawadhu' la kt kelas tu nnti!

if ada peningkatan in physics,

aku belanja trio of u guys, ok? *baik tak? XD

from left: nurhuda, faiqah and mira :)

STRAIGHT A+ SPM 2011

LOVE TRIO OF YOU LAH! ^.^